Now that I am back to work, uncertainties still hangs over my head. Or shoulder, that I keep looking back wondering whether or not I made the right decision. If I were a cartoon character I am those that walks with a "?" sign instead of that bright yellow light bulb. Years ago though I had the exclamation mark. I didn't exactly know what I wanted to do but very much open to whatever that comes my way. Being young somehow also means being invisible. You keep moving into any directions, not stopping for a minute to look left or right.
Now that I am past that age and closing on to another big one, I wish I had the same enthusiasm when I was younger but better.
I don't want to just survive but to live.
I don't want to just live it day to day but looking forward to the years to come and smile.
I have my worries still but the future have yet to reveal my path so I'll have to walk that way to really find out.
I refuse to let myself be judged by others over MY decisions.
The past couple of weeks have been nothing less than stressful but remarkable. A strange new word that I would never thought used to describe my life but will from now on. Remarkable because I made it. Remarkable because I still want to go on moving forward instead of sulking.
I do have bagful of ideas waiting to be executed. The time is here but resource is limited. Help are abundance but not quite the one I am hoping for.
Between living and surviving, which will you choose?
The world is round, we shouldn't worry about falling off the edge. Get up and get going.
Heck, I don't know why I have a sudden vision that the world is really a discoball.
Now that I am past that age and closing on to another big one, I wish I had the same enthusiasm when I was younger but better.
I don't want to just survive but to live.
I don't want to just live it day to day but looking forward to the years to come and smile.
I have my worries still but the future have yet to reveal my path so I'll have to walk that way to really find out.
I refuse to let myself be judged by others over MY decisions.
The past couple of weeks have been nothing less than stressful but remarkable. A strange new word that I would never thought used to describe my life but will from now on. Remarkable because I made it. Remarkable because I still want to go on moving forward instead of sulking.
I do have bagful of ideas waiting to be executed. The time is here but resource is limited. Help are abundance but not quite the one I am hoping for.
Between living and surviving, which will you choose?
The world is round, we shouldn't worry about falling off the edge. Get up and get going.
Heck, I don't know why I have a sudden vision that the world is really a discoball.
1 slam this bamma:
heh... Discoball huh? You'll do just fine. :-) HUGZ
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